we all get high enough to consider going to the hospital, then a little higher for good measure. i talk about my ocs and how the reasons i made them fit into the context of my life at the time and the trauma reasons behind them. my partners treat me like a podcast where they can ask questions and i go on long-winded tangents about every single question. when it starts to get late i show them my extensive nsfw art and we recreate it until refractory periods are the limiting factor or someone falls asleep